So very brave Emma! I might be wrong but something tells me you might be a perfectionist as well and that this holds you back? It’s hard to learn that good enough is good enough.
I think you are great and that you have a ton of insight. People with insight are never boring — even when they say nothing because they usually are so non-judgemental.
I know you will do great and remember to forgive yourself along the way when things don’t go they way you want them to.